what do you do when you are stuck? you struggle with all your might. you grab anything that can help you to survive. you shout at the top of your lungs. all you need is help. get the attention of anyone out there and ask for help. but what if the help is not of any use? are you going to smile and say thank you?
you feel the heat. you listen to your heart beat. something is adding weight to you but you just cant shake it off. you know very clearly you should start to do something about it but you just cant. no excuses because you cant find one. you hate it when you cant do it well.
forget it! everything has been finalized. what's the point of looking back in time and whine about how pathetic you have been. it's time to buck up and focus on what is in front of you. it makes people disgusted when you victimize yourself. so what if you have gained their sympathay? are you going to be a better person? it just makes your reliance on others stronger.
i have learnt it through the hard way. why should i open myself up to others when my trust in people does not exist at all anymore? i will manage the situation and solve it myself. at least i know, i wont lose anything after it. i will be a much better person. meanwhile, just mug hard!
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